nothing really happened today, just went out, bought some cross pendants to add up to my collection and i also bought 2 identical ones.. (smaller version) i think, i'll make em into earings . oh yeah, bought an ankh pendant too. i was trying to find a small version of it too, so that i can make earing, but couldn't find any..

Happy Birthday to my Tabulas!

It has been one year. Yey!!! *throws confetti*

One year that i have plagued you with my mindless ramblings and gothic vanity... One year. so, I changed my layout, my user icon and the song on the "Features" area from My Immortal (Evanesence) to Thoughtless (Korn) for this Ocassion. ^_^ and I am done with the earings. our house is done too! I'll be posting pics of them later.. weeeeee!!

To all of those people who read, and commented on my entries and tagged on my tagboard, and to those who helped my maintain this site.

To everyone,

Arigatou Gozaimashita!

Thank You!

Salamat!

Xie Xie

Kamsamida!

Merci!

Gracias!

Grazie!


Happy Birthday dear Tabby!!

Happy Anniversary to you too!



this is a view by my window, beside my dresser



Oh yeah, I almost forgot, Today is Mothers' Day ne?

Happy Mothers' day, Mom.. sorry for the walking out attitude yesterday ^^;

and

Happy Mothers' day to all Moms out there and to all Mom-to-be




the original size of our garden

I've been walking in the
mirror for so long.
That I've come to believe
my soul's on the other side.
All the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
Too sharp to put back together.
Too small to matter,
But big enough to cut me
into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed,I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.




I take a breath and
I try to draw from my spirits well.
Yet how can you refuse to drink
like a stubborn child.
Lie to me,
Convince me that I've been sick forever.
And all of this,
Will make sense when I get better.
But I know the difference,
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder,
Which of us do you love.
So I bleed,I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no...
Bleed,I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe,I breathe
I breathe no more.





Somewhere in the Dark




[Thanks to sparkler@optonline.net, gothikangel13@hormail.com, angel@hotmail.com, everybodys_fool69@hotmail.com for correcting these lyrics]

I'll paint my heart with shades of blue,
paint my soul to be with you..
I'll paint your wings,
with shades of change,
by the map, through my own..



I draw your arms around my waist
then I'll doubt I shall erase
I'll paint the rain
that softly land on your window and pane..



I'll trace a hand,
to wipe your tears
to make you calm, at ease
With silhouettes of dark anf light.
while we hold eachother
oh, so tight..


I'l paint a song to warm your heart
swearin' that we'll never part
That's the color of my love,
I'll pait the truth,
to show how I feel,
tryin' to make you completely real
I'll use a brush, so light and fine
to draw your clothes,
and make you mine..


I'll paint a song to warm your heart
swearin' that well never ever part..
That's the color of my Love
I draw years all passing by
so much to learn, so much to try

with the rain, or lives will start
swearing that we'll never part..

I offer what you cannot buy,
devoted love, untill we die...





waiting for my prince to come...