been vomiting all night the other night and last night I was having some troubles sleeping. Headaches this morning and lots of chest pains. meow~ woe is me.

I should be sleeping all day, but I have classes later. Critical meeting every Friday is presentation and defense day -_-' I really wish I could rest up all day today.

Weird feelings today: craving fro food but once its here, i dont want to eat it anymore. when i eat it, i vomit. I'm happy, but my heart is always heavy, and i cry all the time. Sometimes I'm hyper, but i feel really tired. I miss my fiance but when he's here i just like to stare at him all the time. i like to hear his voice bu i'm not in the mood to talk. LOL!

Being sick is sa drag. I hate this!

Someone Please take care of Me?

In French:

Le repos éternel,
Donne-leur Seigneur,
et que la lumière éternelle brille, brille sur eux.

À Toi
est due la louange de Sion,
et on accomplit les voeux qu'on te fait dans Jérusalem

Exauce ma prière,
Que tout être de chair vienne à Toi

Le repos éternel...

 

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In English:

Eternal rest,
Give them Lord,
and let perpetual light shine, shine on them.

To Thee
is due the praise of Zion,
and it fulfills the wishes that you did in Jerusalem

Hear my prayer,
Let all flesh come to You

Eternal rest ...

 

 

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As of 6:30pm of August 15, 2012, Josephina del Espiritu Santo - Lopez joined our heavenly father and is now in a happier place.

Tita Ging, its been an honor to have spent those wonderful hours with you. Although I was hoping for your health to get better, I guess the Lord has better plans.

It breaks my heart to lose you, but I but like what I always say to the people I love "I won't let you go to someone I know who will not love you like or more than I do." ...now, I can say, I lost this fight.

 
I did not lose you to death nor to your sickness. For us, who loved you and who will continue to love you long after you're gone, we are comforted by the fact that it is God that we lost you to.

You did not give up either. You simply, surrendered you life to God and commended your spirit to Him.

We will rest assured that He will love you more that us, He will take care of you far better than any of us on earth can, protect you and keep you safe.

And most of all, as you pass this earth to the heavens above, God takes away all your pain, sickness and sufferings.

You will forever be remembered in our hearts.....

I love you so much.

May eternal peace be with you and with your spirit.

that's what you call the unsuccessful homicide attempt. It is still what you call a disease when it failed to take the life out of you? what do you call when the condition comes back for more?

about 2 Saturdays ago, I skipped class because I wasnt feeling well. I woke up with a very bad heachache and when I move, everything seems to spin around. My left eye was getting stuck and the left part of the face was twitching. I Opted to rest it out and not go to school.

After resting, I felt better, but there's still the headaches here are there.

Today, since I was still feeling the heachaches, I went to go see my doctor and was surprised what he told me.

It wasnt brain pressure anymore, but brain nerves are actually weak, and that time when I had the severe headaches was me getting a mild stroke. 

I didnt know how to process this, but Its there. 

The Doctor also gave me a list of what NOT to eat, and its very very long D:

...wish me luck! T^T