To be Cont;nued.
After a week of observation and reflection, I can finally joke about it. Twisted humour of a serial self-harm survivor.
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I turned to a random person on the street and said:
"Guess how many antidepressants you can take so you can die?"
"...certainly not 37!"
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amusingly, I laughed all the way walking to my destination, picturing how shocked and disgusted the look was on that person's face with the jest I just made.
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Kidding aside, today marks the first the Prince Charming is no longer My Prince Charming. Alas, I find myself alone, but not lonely because of some special people I have met along my journey.
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I've always believed that a person is like a book; every year is a chapter in that book. As it is already November, this chapter is nearing its end. However, before the chapter ends, I want to highlight to you the
Semicolon:
A punctuation mark used when an author could've ended the sentence,
but chose not to. We are the authors of our books,
the captain of our ships and the compass of our souls.
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...and I am doing my best not to end my story everyday. It's okay to not be okay and everything is to be cont;nued as I embrace the darkness in me.
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it wasn't a "fail"; it was a successful marriage that lasted for almost 5 years.
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A real darkness is inside me, as real as an organ.