Broken to be Whole
"I have a darkness inside me, as real as an organ but the scariest monsters are the ones that lurk within our souls"
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Come to me into the warm unfolding dark; feel my caresses in the hands, in the mouth, in the body of the one you love and be transformed.
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Blow me a kiss when the sky is dark, and I will smile, but no kiss returned for my kiss is the final one for all mortal flesh for I am the never-ending struggle to reclaim what is denied.
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It's amazing what a person's presence or absence can do to us. He left because he needed to find himself, but in fact, that very day he packed his bags and I came home to an empty fort is the day I reclaimed my broken parts and started to piece them back together.
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I never knew it was the break I needed to become whole again.
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Today, Aradia is back, in recovery and soon my darlings, we can go back to our old ways.
Ways where I am the absence of air that awaits in the bottom of every breath.
When I am stronger, you may call to me in terror, and yours will be the power to forbear.
Then, and only then, you may think of me when you feel pleasure and I will intensify it until the time that I may have the greatest pleasure of meeting you at the crossroads between worlds.
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I welcome you to my home.
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The door maybe closed, but my brokenheart is always open because I am your cradle and your grave, I am the fire within your heart and the yearning of your soul, the reminder of mortality at the height of life and the decay that fertilises the living. Most importantly, I am you and I am within you.
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My darling,
Take my love with you everywhere
and find the power within
to be who you wish to be.